My Metamorphosis

There was never really a crossroad (The hole in the shirt bleeds) My mind knew which way to go (The chest restricted from oxygen needs) My heart didn’t take long to decide (The foam at the mouth seethes) It was the end of this roller-coaster ride (Screaming and falling to the knees) Not once did…

      Many always ask for signs or clues that they’re on the right path; maybe even asking if things will get better. Just a hint of hope that you will get over that hurdle; you will climb out of that deep hole that your mind has fallen into. OR signs a loved one is near;…

     I find it so frustrating that my mind always finds its way back to emotions, or feelings, that I really want to forget. My mind is so blocked with this inability to forgive myself (thank you to my counselor for that) that it’s like I can’t figure out what the best decision is(?) when I’m…

     Spilling open my feelings has become harder to do. It seems like no matter the relationship, connection, or comfort level, I always find myself holding back. To be asked, “why are you so defensive”, or be told “I can’t talk to you about things” really hits me differently now when it’s not coming from the…