My Metamorphosis

There was never really a crossroad
(The hole in the shirt bleeds)
My mind knew which way to go
(The chest restricted from oxygen needs)
My heart didn't take long to decide
(The foam at the mouth seethes)
It was the end of this roller-coaster ride
(Screaming and falling to the knees)
Not once did I doubt my choice
(God, help me please)
Not once did I doubt my voice
(God, what do I do?)
Before me was a crossroad
My mind didn't know which way to go
My heart took too long to decide
I'd been trapped on this roller-coaster ride
All at once I had a choice
All at once I lost my voice
Now I have lost my soul
God, please help me become whole